Fairy Guardian - Carson Ch33

 Waking up once again on a beach. Seems so long ago. Knowing what I would find here without the fear that it came with last time. "Mother, are you here?" 

Small Star Goddess. Knowing who she is now. Love shown in her eyes to me. Her small frame making it to me. I come off the sand to run into her arms. Crying with everything in me. All the pain of my past with my mother and her abuse of me. The neglect of my father. Jeremy with his own form of cruelty to me. 

Then my adult life is drinking, drugs, smoking until my car accident. Regina signing papers to lock me up. Feeling the hatred, I felt towards her until I started to sober and realized she saved my life. Her death was felt next. All of the emotions came crashing out into her loving arms. She just held me. Never have a just cried. Yes, in fairy realm tears were shed. 

These sacred tears were for me and only me. Memories cascaded of my time with Hal. Meeting all the wonderful Faires. Lily with giving me a transformation. Ember trying to dissect me. Chuckling. Their parents Martha and Vinny jumping on the bed like a couple of teendagers.

Draco and Stanley with their natural flirty personalities. Damien with his kindness. The rest of the royal siblings being there for me. Me. It came out until I felt drained dry. Hiccupping. 

Her sweet voice, "Do you know how proud I am of you Carson?" Another hug and then we sat on the beach side by side and watched the waves come in. "When I placed you inside your Queenly mother. I knew big things were going to happen. You were going to change all of their futures." paused. Looked over to her left. A dark cloud appeared and with a wave of her right hand it disappeared once again. 

"Samien is coming. Damien's father. Not now. But he will. Before he comes, all has to be set in place. You're the first piece of the puzzle that needed to be there to save the fairy realm from Samien's revenge." Getting up and shaking the sand off her white robe. Goes to grab my hand. Let her pull me up. 

"You needed to die. The only time you would ever see me is when you are close to death. This death is needed. When Anna hit your heart. It was your human heart. The human part of you needed to die, so the fairy in you can live."  Putting again her hands on both sides of my face. 

"You can defeat him. But you need to believe in all the people surrounding you. Remember they have their own journey to go on, you must not interfere unless absolutely necessary." Taking her hands down and walking away. Before she could leave. 

"Thank you for everything. My new life. I am very happy. You allowed me to see my life differently. That I was much stronger and braver than I thought possible. I know why I had to deal with the past that I went thought. It prepared me like nothing else would have done." She turns once again to me with pride in her eyes. 

"Go back to your man. Hal is going to break the fairy realm if you do not." She fades away and I am taking back to the dungeon. 

Hal is crying over me. Damien is telling Mike not to kill Anna. "Stop. I am Ok. I alive."

Burst of rainbow light goes into everyone there. Could feel the shadows everyone carried and with a thought. All were gone. Including Annas. 

Damien collapses on the ground. Hal reaches for me and puts me into his arms. Michael is stunned and sits on the bench behind my head. Anna starts weeping loudly saying 'I am sorry' over and over again. 

"What happened?" Trying to sit up but he holds me tighter. Gave everyone the highlight reel of my near-death experience. "Turns out I needed to die in order to live. I am now 100 percent fairy with no human remaining," could feel joy and peace settle in every cell in my body. Also knew, Samien would never get anywhere near my dreams. My human shadows gave him access.

Damien got back up, pulled a dark fire instead of mist. But light sparkled out of it. Like a fire sparkler during Fourth of July. He says in a awe whisper, "You gave me back my magic." Then flashes me away from Hal and into his arms and gives me a big kiss on the mouth. Laughing at his joy. 

"Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I need to go tell Netta," puts me down and blinks away. Mike pulled Anna in his arms, and they also went to fairy travel. Then just Hal and me left. 

Hal looks at me, "Let's get married and then spend some days together."

"Sounds good to me."